🌸pale, soft, porcelain like skin
🌸longer looking legs
🌸a slim tapering waist
🌸smaller thighs
🌸a thigh gap
🌸some self esteem
15 || 5’9 || ugw: 94
🌸pale, soft, porcelain like skin
🌸longer looking legs
🌸a slim tapering waist
🌸smaller thighs
🌸a thigh gap
🌸some self esteem
things you could be if you stopped eating:
🎀dead
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
This isn’t just about not eating, it’s about self control.
Flat belly, skinny thighs,
Very easy on the eyes.
Knees together, thighs apart
Figure that could break your heart.
Slim, skinny, small, petite
Like a feather on her feet.
Tiny waist, collar bones
Thinspo filling up her phone.
Knee socks, tiny dress
Hair up in a sexy mess.
This is ana, I know her well
She’s the one to whom I dwell.
1. Muffin tops
2. Crying in dressing rooms
3. Feeling unwanted because of my weight
4. No self esteem
5. Finding an outfit I don’t look like a pig in
6. Finding friends
7. Cellulite
8. Rolls of fat
9. Feeling self conscious in public
10. Feeling jealous of skinny girls
11. Fat roll sweat
12. Being his second choice
13. Being the fat friend
14. Only looking good at a certain angle
15. Thunder thighs
16. Not feeling good enough
17. Feeling like a failure
18. Avoiding swimming pools
19. Not being worth a second glance
20. Shorts, tank tops, skinny jeans, skirts are all out of the question.
All of these problems will be fucking GONE when I am finally thin…
”Imagine your future children seeing your self-harm scars and starts thinking that self-harming is okay.“
But bitch.
I won’t live that long.
lol.
(Winter is my favorite time of year, I love winter fashion and makeup and I absolutely adore the holiday season, so since there’s about 6 months to December and I think most of us can make UGW by then, I wanted to make this post even though it’s off season! Good luck everyone!!)
🎄 Being completely enveloped in a sweater that barely fit you before, looking cozy and warm
☕ Fitting in with all the idealistic holiday imagery when going shopping instead of standing out like a tourist
⛄Taking aesthetic pictures that look like modeling shoots with all the Christmas lights and snow reflections
❄ Being fussed over by family members to bundle up “or you’ll get blown away!”
🌬 Going to family parties and getting comments about how much smaller and daintier you look
🎅 Getting presents that don’t fit you as well anymore (because people don’t know your current size) but looking good in baggy clothes anyway
🔔 Feeling graceful and elegant (as much as anyone can lol) walking in the snow instead of lumbering around like a bear
🌟 When you’re pale or ashy and cold you’ll look tragically beautiful, not sickly. (And people sympathise with that and want to warm you up haha)
dear self,
please eat less. please stay strong.
please run for longer. please stay in control. please don’t gain weight. please go to bed feeling empty. please, please, please don’t binge. please don’t forget why you’re doing this.
and please, oh please just hurry up and get thin.
The difference between WANT and NEED is SELF CONTROL.
1. because eating will set you back. it will only take longer for you to become skinny.
2. is it really worth the guilt & self hate? when skipping that meal will make you feel 10x better in about 10 minutes.
3. skinny thighs, in everything.
- skinny jeans.
- skirts.
- sitting, standing, & laying.
4. a flat stomach.
- laying, sitting, & standing.
- bikini tops.
- crop tops.
- tank tops.
- sports bras.
5. collarbones.
- necklaces.
- v.neck shirts.
6. tiny wrists.
- bracelets.
7. tiny arms.
- baggy shirts.
- to be able to wrap your fingers around most of your forearm.
8. narrow face.
- defined cheekbones.
- defined jawline.
9. tiny neck.
- neck lines, showing you lost weight.
10. concerned looks/complements.
- have you ate today?
- wow, you’ve lost weight.
- wow, you’re getting really tiny.
11. bony fingers.
- rings.
12. ribs.
- to be able to lay & see them.
- to be able to turn a certain way & see them.
- to be able to see them in general.
13. to feel in control.
- to be able to say “no” to someone offering food.
14. to see the number on the scale go down little by little.
15. to experience reaching your goal weight. how good it will feel.
16. to not be the fat friend anymore.
17. to be able to wear a bikini this year & rock it.
18. to be able to wear leggings & see my thigh gap.
19. to be able to wrap my hands around the side of my waist.
20. to finally be happy.
it takes time. be patient.
- waisted thin.
(this is for self motivation)
